Wednesday, January 18, 2006

what if i end up like her ...

i have a knot in my belly. it's been a strange day. this morning i had a million things on my mind as i ran. this dream i had last night kept turning over in my head. it's resurfaced all day and i can't shake it. i'm feeling pretty lost from a friendship and it's making me sad. you wonder how much you can grow apart from someone over time. do we really change that much? i mean seriously, are we really that different? i hate to think that i am. or that they are. it just sucks. this movie's killing me lately. sometimes i get myself too worked up. it can be pretty hard not to though.

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