Friday, September 02, 2005

the days when i hate myself

i feel like the biggest asshole right now. i feel like i'm constantly letting people down. like i'm not thinking enough about everything. my mind is in a million different directions and it won't settle long enough to say thank you. to the people closest to me. i just seem to be fucking up a lot lately. mostly in my personal life. it's a struggle that i'm not sure how to handle more often than not. it's a balance i have yet to master. i just feel like a complete asshole today.

1 comment:

jmj said...

The greatest thing you can do for the world and any individual in it is try to be the best person you can be. That's all you can do. I think you're making a great go at it.